The meaning of life

I know what you’re thinking.

Oh my gosh, it’s been, like, a fortnight, man, and she hasn’t posted, like, anything at all! What the heck!

I am aware of my absence. Aaaaand, since you guys probably want to know why, I can’t ignore it. So I’ll cover it.

It’s been a long two weeks. But, if I would have posted during those two weeks, it would have been an absolute waste of words; I had nothing to say. Nothing at all. (I know, right?) I didn’t have any striking opinions to share, books to discuss, ideas to explain, stories to expose, etc. So be grateful I didn’t waste your time with hoo-hah.

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It was difficult, however, because a while back I decided to make WordPress my homepage. Every time I opened an internet window, my lack of posts was staring me right in the face. I did keep up with the blogs I follow, though, so I haven’t been completely off the blogosphere. I searched around new blogs and caught up with others. But I just wasn’t inspired. Heck, even now I’m not exactly inspired; I just feel especially obligated to catch up.

The last two-ish weeks went something like this:

Swim meet, nothing, guitar lesson, nothing, last swim meet of summer season, nothing for a long while, guitar lesson, nothing, my mom’s birthday (Love you Mutti!), nothing, my friend’s birthday, a jam with another friend, swim champs, aaaand we’re up to the present.

Why am I telling you this? Well, as I was reading through some blogs I like and others that are new to me, I noticed one theme between them: all of them were bloggers more-or-less talking about their lives. They weren’t just giving a play-by-play of their lives (that’s what Facebook’s for, right?), but something that happened to them, something they did, something they saw sparked something in them and they wrote about it. I realized then that I rarely write about my life. I actually don’t think most of you dear readers even care that much to hear about my daily routines – most of you are my family, who probably witness anything I’d write about anyway. Who cares? It’s my life, not yours, is there something profound you’re supposed to get out of reading someone elaborate on her life?

I guess not. But – BUT – there is something we can learn from everybody, right? Or, at least something we can gain. (What would be the point of communication, then?) Whether it’s a laugh during a stressful day, an abstract fact, a new opinion, a different view, or just plain entertainment while procrastinating, reading about people’s lives through their eyes has some purpose. At least, when the blogger is writing from the heart or for a purpose (not to just rant or complain – trust me, I’ve read blogs that are a little painful to absorb), a blog is worthwhile.

I toyed around with the idea of canceling my blogs over the past two weeks as well because of my annoyance with being on the computer for long periods of time (even if it’s to write) and that I thought I was out of ideas. I’ve convinced myself, though, to stick with it, since I’ve got material all around me to talk about – my life. And, after all, who likes a quitter anyway?

I got an award?

Well, this is splendid timing. I’ve been bestowed the

Award!

Huzzah! I guess I’m kind of versatile…in a way…but, judging by how quickly I got agitated at juggling music AND writing in this blog and decided to split them into two, kind of defeats the meaning…but I’LL TAKE IT. Apparently, upon getting such an award from another blogger, the award winner also is granted a great deal of responsibility. There are steps to be taken. Which I will take. Now.

Step 1: Thank and link the person that nominated you.

Okay. Thank you Amelia at The Ramblings of a Teenage Writer for giving me this award! It is an honor! I am subscribed to your blog, by the way!

Step 2: Share seven random facts about yourself.

Random, you say? Well, here goes nuffin’.

  1. I love the smell of “basement”. Not musty, old, moldy, or unfinished basement, that’s disgusting. Just the smell of, basically, another dimension of a house. Maybe I’ve just come to like it from long, strenuous nights hunched over a guitar, meticulously practicing for hours (that’s a funny picture, isn’t it? It’s also not true. I usually just sit on the floor. Sometimes my legs fall asleep. Y’know.)
  2. One time, I took something from the “Free” box at the local record store (y’know, gotta stock up on stickers and all). The next time I went, I saw it actually says “Free, with purchase”. Whoops. Guess I’m an outlaw. Come and get me, coppers! I’m the one you’re looking for!
  3. My one friend accused me of being attracted to guitars in a romantic way, after simply asking, addressing the lone guitar case in a corner of a classroom, “Who’s guitar is that?”. Oh yeah. You hit the nail on the head there, Clare. I’m definitely a guitarosexual. You found me out.
  4. I got the idea for this blog (and basically anything I ever write) in the shower.
  5. My career of musical instruments so far has consisted of: piano, flute, upright bass, guitar, and ukulele. Maybe you could count my awful experience in 4th and 5th grade choir. Oh, lord, never mind. That was not OK. ‘Scuse me, but singing the Wacko’s America States and Capitals song and different Broadway hits isn’t exactly what keeps an elementary, MANDATORY choir’s attention through an entire, grueling, half hour practice.
  6. I’ve only swam since last summer and I’m more-or-less on par with other swimmers who’ve swam since elementary school. My main stroke is breaststroke (probably because it’s the “slow” stroke. I just like the up and down, fluidness of it that takes a while to perfect – like butterfly, only not so darn tiring). Not to toot my own horn or anything. Wink.
  7. “…Toot my own horn” is my absolute FAVORITE saying/figurative language/who knows what part of speech this is. And only my sister would know why. I like to say it. Maybe I like to talk about myself, and it just comes up often. Me? Self-centered? (#2 would be “Catch my drift?” Need to use that one a LOT to make sure the person I’m talking to is still awake. #3 would be one I’ve only just recently heard, and is a response to #2, “I’m picking up what you’re putting down.” It’s very reassuring to know that someone paid attention to what I explained.)

Well, as you may have guessed, I weaseled way more than 7 facts in there, but who cares, it’s MY blog. I count…16-ish facts in there. Oh well.

Step 3: Pass the award along to 5 deserving blogging buddies.

  1. Girlie Says What, come on down! You’re the first recipient of this fine and dandy award! If it weren’t for your fabulous comments and funny blog posts to keep me in the writing spirit, I don’t know what I would do! Do you know this girl goes through some posts, picks a letter and links to this blog every time that letter appears in the post?! Talk about support! Love ya! (girliesayswhat.blogspot.com)
  2. I read you on Freshly Pressed once, and subscribed! Splodin’ Pandas (And Other Mishaps), I choose you for this award as well. Your posts make me laugh and other times I think, “Wow, you read my mind!”. (http://splodinpandas.wordpress.com/)
  3. I read each of your posts, for your love of words is contagious! As a Linguist, you’re one of my picks for this award! As another blog I found on Freshly Pressed, you’ve taught me a lot about language just from reading your blog! (http://asalinguist.wordpress.com/)
  4. Another blog I read and think deserves this award is The Celebrationist. You HAVE to be versatile to celebrate a different holiday everyday! Your posts cheer me up! (http://thecelebrationist.wordpress.com/)
  5. And thank you for the witty quotes, Cappy at Writer’s block! You have the answer to everything. (http://bymyink.wordpress.com/)

4. Contact those buddies to congratulate them.

Well, alright. See ya.